HANDWRITING ANALYSIS OF MICHAEL MEIDE
Done By Christina M. Schumacher
(See Handwriting Sample HERE)Section 1 - Emotions
This section deals with how
strongly Michael reacted to different emotional experiences depending on how
important the situation or challenge was to him. For example, if Michael
were walking across the street and suddenly an uncontrolled horse and buggy
with no driver was heading for him at full speed and he barely escaped being
trampled, we would expect him to react quite emotionally to such a near
death experience. Or, if Michael's living was dependent on the growth of
crops and a swarm of locusts devoured everything he'd toiled so hard to
grow, we would expect him to react emotionally also. However, if he were
traveling to church in his horse and buggy and the wheel fell off, we would
not expect him to be quite as upset as in the previous examples. Most people
have more than one way of responding, again depending on the importance of
the situation, so you will see several types of emotional responses for
Michael.
Michael was primarily a highly responsive person. There
were many times that he reacted spontaneously basing what he did on the
feelings of the moment. He made no bones about what he liked or disliked
whether it concerned people, places or things and often these likes and
dislikes were quite strong. It was not unlikely for him to jump to
conclusions or to form strong prejudices as he could not wait until all the
facts were in before deciding what he believed was true. Moods came upon him
for which he had no explanation.
At times, Michael's emotions could be even stronger. At
these times, he struggled against over-expressing, impulsiveness, and
allowing his emotions to dominate him. Everything he did at these times was
influenced by his feelings and everything he encountered became an emotional
experience. The force of these emotions could be likened to the fury of a
tornado. Due to their tremendous force, Michael may have reacted outwardly
with an intense display of feeling, or they may have rendered him virtually
immovable and speechless.
Situations that carried less impact allowed Michael to
bring in a little less emotion and more objectivity. There were even times
when he appeared composed and calm, though others may have thought he was
being callous and uncaring as they would have been accustomed to his more
emotional side.
There were a few traits in Michael's personality that
helped him to a small degree to control his natural responsiveness. In
certain situations he determined it wise to appear to accept the customary
concepts and beliefs of those around him. By doing this, Michael did not
appear to be acting out of the norm. Occasionally, he could say yes or no
decisively so that others did not encroach completely on his time or
attention. Not wanting him to appear at a disadvantage, Michael's dignity
stepped in now and then to keep his emotions in check, and there were times
he would even seem poised under stress. At most times, Michael did not seem
overly concerned about what others thought about him or his behavior but, on
rare occasions, it did matter to him. On these occasions, he took great
pains to show others what he was capable of.
A quick note here. With Michael's emotional
responsiveness so strong, the traits to help him control them (mentioned
above) were quite weak. Usually the stronger the emotional responsiveness,
the stronger the control traits need to be. It may have been better for him
to have had stronger control traits.
After an emotionally charged event, Michael sometimes
had a difficult time releasing the feelings brought about by the experience
and these would stay with him for quite a long time. Other situations,
however, stayed with him a much shorter period of time and he could
eventually shrug his shoulders over them because they no longer affected
him.
Section 2 - Mental Processes
Although who we are stems from
our emotions, it is thinking that charts the course our life takes. Thinking
helps to train our emotions, curbs negative traits, develops positive
traits, and gets our talents on the right track. Everyone processes
information in different ways and at different speeds. Usually there is more
than one manner of thinking used and this shows flexibility in our thinking.
Michael was primarily a slow, methodical thinker. He
did not like to be rushed in his thinking and may have needed certain
unfamiliar subjects repeated before he could grasp them completely. This
manner of thinking helped to curb some of his natural impulsiveness by
giving him time to think before acting. The main problem with this type of
thinking was that Michael would have accepted what he was told or what he
saw, built one fact upon another as though building a brick wall, then he
would have come up with his conclusion. In this way, his conclusions may not
always have been accurate as the information he based them on was taken only
at face value.
At times, Michael would inquire into a subject further,
but only to get enough information for what he needed at that point and
time. Now and then, he would take the time to sift, weigh and evaluate
certain information which slowed down his thinking even more, but would also
give him much more accurate conclusions. Every once in a great while, the
unknown intrigued him but, again, he would explore only enough to satisfy
what he needed to know at the moment.
Traits that intensified Michael's thinking are
discussed in the next two paragraphs.
Michael showed a strong desire for responsibility. This says
the he was reaching for a higher degree of self-value by seeking to assume
roles that would make him more important in the eyes of other people. It
also shows that he wished to improve his own opinion of himself. Also an aid
to his methodical thinking was his care concerning many details. This trait
enabled him to think out details of a problem, cut down on mistakes and
saved him time through preparing carefully. As an independent thinker much
of the time, Michael often formed his own conclusions without worrying about
how others viewed things, then he patterned his behavior on his conclusions.
This simply means that he thought for himself and acted in the way he felt
was best for him. In Michael's case, his independent thinking related to the
way he lived - his every day actions and habits. At times his thinking and
speech carried a certain amount of rhythm which helped his ideas gain
momentum and move forward. This rhythm also was somewhat helpful in
controlling some of his emotion. Every once in a while, Michael would allow
himself to be a little more conventional in his thinking.
Michael could, upon occasion, focus his attention on
one subject at a time. There is some evidence of loyalty which would have
strengthened his opinions a bit, and some organizational ability which
allowed him to organize his thoughts in a manner that was comprehendible to
himself and others. Once in a great while, Michael would willingly tolerate
the ideas and opinions of others and, at the same time, express thoughts and
ideas with ease. Upon rare occasions, he was willing to give or share his
ideas with others without expecting anything in return, and there were a few
concepts that he felt the need to cling to.
The traits discussed in the next paragraph show
reductive areas in Michael's thinking.
There were times when Michael could not help but act
impulsively - giving little or no thought to the consequences that would
result from what he did. Sometimes making a definite decision was difficult
for him. Occasionally, he would jump to conclusions without gathering the
necessary facts, forming prejudices which limited his learning and
understanding. There is some evidence that Michael unconsciously refused to
face facts of a problem or situation to escape from dealing with unpleasant
truths. He made some avoidable mistakes as well by only taking enough time
to skim the surface of certain subjects. A little softness in his thinking
sometimes caused uncertainty, changeableness and a muddled point of view
and, on rare occasions, he absolutely refused to consider any ideas coming
from someone else. Section 3 - Imagination
Imagination is our ability to
form ideas based on the knowledge and memories we hold. There are two kinds of
imagination - abstract and material.
The first - abstract imagination - involves theories,
principles and philosophies. It is the ability to envision far away places never
seen, or to create with our mind's eye a use for something already in existence.
It is the world outside of our five senses. Michael had a very broad abstract
imagination - able to envision many things, but at times his imagination was
exaggerated. He carried such a broad spectrum of philosophies that he may never
have formed one to live by and because of this he would have been able to
rationalize any irregular behavior he showed. He would have been able to find
some view that could excuse his every action.
The second - material imagination - deals with people,
places, things, and experiences in the real world. When a person has material
imagination, everything that the five senses are used for is a challenge. With
material imagination a person can see new uses for old items or a different use
for familiar things. Michael's material imagination was moderate in strength. He
preferred to have friends who had traits, talents or interests similar to his
own and, wherever he traveled, he wished to have life continue in a similar
manner as where he came from. He did not require much variety in his life and
tended to stick with those people most like himself or with whom he was most
familiar and comfortable such as family.
Section 4 - Forces To Achieve
In this section, we will look at
Michael's goals and the traits he had that either helped or hindered him in
reaching them.
It appears that Michael stayed well within his known
capabilities in choosing his goals. He did not venture to reach higher and there
were times that he lacked enough faith in his own abilities that he settled only
for goals that were easy to reach. On rare occasions, he imagined great goals,
but never quite knew how to attempt to reach them.
Will power, Michael's strength and clarity of purpose
toward his goals, was weak. He had a lot of ideas, but did not have the will
power to give them strength and clear direction.
Determination, the intent to finish a project that's
been started, is very important in achieving goals. Michael could finish a
project if he chose but, oftentimes, he became distracted with other things and
would put off finishing what he'd started. In some cases, he would go back and
finish. In other cases, finishing became a struggle.
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With such a strong imagination, if
Michael's goals, will power and determination had been stronger, he could have
done magnificent things. However, with his exaggerated abstract imagination,
anything went and he may have had a difficult time separating truth and fantasy.
Despite his strong desire for responsibility, Michael did not have what it took
or the means to actually take on the large amount he desired. He had many big
ideas, but not enough drive to make them a reality.
Michael paid quite close attention to details though he
didn't appear to really enjoy detail work. He did, however, recognize the
importance of detail and performed what was necessary. He seems to have felt
fairly good about himself, so life for him must have begun fairly loving and
supportive. He showed a desire to obtain something - probably something quite
abstract and there is some indication that he liked things to be neat and
precise.
Occasionally, he could be decisive enough to keep a
project going and maybe even have a little enthusiasm for it. When organization
was necessary, he could muster the ability. Now and then he would show
confidence in a project - this probably pertained to things that were quite
familiar to him. A tiny bit of generosity may have enticed others to help him
get a job done and, with a project that interested him, he may have had a bit of
initiative and pride to do a good job. He had a weak tendency to hang on to some
things.
As for reductive influences in this area, Michael
seemed to have a bit of a difficult time making up his mind about certain things
as well as not always believing in his own ability to achieve. He lacked
seriousness toward his goals showing an only moderate amount of inclination to
pursue anything significant. It's possible that he could have walked out on
responsibility. Once in a while, he would ignore details and had a tendency to
procrastinate. In some cases, he just wasn't clear or certain about some
subjects.
Section 5 - Fears
Michael showed a number of fears,
but these were moderately weak in strength. He seemed to have a fear of finality
- or fear in making a final decision. The may have been due to decisions made in
the past that turned out badly. He was a bit jealous, being suspicious and
watchful of others at times as though he felt they might take away what belonged
to him. Underestimating his own abilities may have hampered the traits that
could have led him to a better life. Somewhat lacking in self-confidence,
Michael was timid at times. He showed some sensitiveness about what others
thought about him and his ideas and there were times that he felt that he just
didn't stack up to everyone else. Even change could affect him mildly.
Section 6 - Defenses To cope with
anxieties as well as stress and conflict situations, there are three different
ways we use to defend our egos.
The first of these is to adjust to a situation. Michael
had a tendency to keep his thoughts and opinions to himself - most of the time
only expressing himself if he had something he felt was important to say and
using very few words to say it. He would often form his own conclusions without
bothering to worry about what others thought. His philosophical imagination
allowed him to expand on philosophies rather than always using conventional
ways. Occasionally, he would conform for the purposes of getting along.
When necessary, Michael could make a firm decision, be
somewhat tactful in dealing with others, and even show a bit of loyalty. A bit
of dignity, smooth words, and an occasional show of objectivity could help avoid
escalating a situation. Michael was also somewhat selective in who he associated
with and could yield a bit if necessary. On rare occasions, an inner sixth sense
would tell him what was needed in handling a situation more efficiently and
there were also rare times that he didn't bother to deal with what others
thought or felt at all. A bit of pride and hanging onto his beliefs were used to
adjust as well.
The second way we defend our egos is to fight back when
we're frustrated. Michael's strongest trait here was argumentativeness. He may
have enjoyed debating but, more likely, he was expressing underlying anxieties.
It is possible by the strength of this trait, mixed with his emotional
responsiveness, that he could have been violent at times. He also showed
defiance - a resistance toward restraints on his freedom. It appears that a lot
of times, Michael was a rebel at heart, flaunting his rebellion in the face of
those he disagreed with or who tried to encroach on his freedom. This defiance
showed a willingness to engage in conflict and he may even have gone out of his
way to provoke it. Michael also showed some irritability, resentment, sarcasm
and temper in this area.
The third way to defend our egos is to avoid a problem
or situation altogether. Michael sometimes daydreamed to escape the world he was
in and move into a world of dreams where he was in command. A fair amount of
shallowness helped him avoid responsibility. Being a bit restrictive in his
choice of friends allowed him to avoid problems that might have arisen if he'd
have allowed more people into his life. Now and then he would concentrate hard
enough on something that he was able to block everything else out.
Procrastination was a weak tendency here too. Michael was occasionally secretive
and refused to allow himself to face the truth. He could, if he chose, skim over
the facts, be evasive or go somewhere else for awhile to avoid facing any
unpleasantness. Section 7 - Integrity
Integrity is made up of a number of individual qualities. A person with
integrity is essentially honest, reliable, and fits into society.
Michael was somewhat rhythmic - able to think and act
in a smooth, orderly and harmonious manner. There were times that he was
concerned about the truth and not inclined to lie. Once in a while, he was
willing to conform to the way that others thought and behaved and could press on
despite obstacles to obtain a desired goal. Michael showed a little ambition and
loyalty to others. Now and then he could be broadminded and avoid making
unacceptable comments or actions in a social situation. He showed a weak amount
of self-confidence, sincerity toward others, generosity and pride.
The following traits took away from Michael's
integrity. His impulsiveness could make others feel that they could not rely on
him and he may have appeared somewhat lazy. There was a tendency to
procrastinate and also to form prejudices without fact. His weak will power
showed others that he chose the path of least resistance and that he may only
have been a day dreamer and wishful thinker. He was secretive at times,
dishonest with himself, yielding, and evasive to avoid the truth. He could, on
rare occasions, be selfish and indulge in pleasures of the senses such as
drinking or sex. Section 8 - Social Traits
What does our handwriting say about our social effectiveness? Do we have the
ability to win the admiration and respect of others? Obviously, our integrity
has a great deal to do with our social ability and many of the same traits are
found in both. Without some degree of integrity, we would be considered an
outcast in the eyes of society.
Michael's imagination is very strong here, but the fact
that he could exaggerate causes the concern of whether he understood what was
actually real in his imagination and what was fantasy. There were times that he
could be frank in his conversation with others. It appears that he could be
tactful when he chose, loyal when he chose, may have wanted to talk now and
then, and he could be poised and appear self-confident at times. He derived a
little pleasure from beautiful things. He showed a tiny bit of generosity toward
others, a little desire to be physically active and, upon rare occasion, a need
to do his best.
Michael's reductive traits in this area showed what
might have appeared to be laziness to those around him, and that he would not
include everyone in his friendship circle. He could be selective about the
people he associated with. There is weak evidence that he wished to
impress, influence or manipulate others through being excessively colorful in
either dress, speech or manners. A bit of selfishness and overindulgence showed
here as well. Section 9 - Aptitudes
This brings us to Michael's general aptitudes in the very broad area of
business, culture, mechanics, and science. Due to the genealogy aspect of this
comprehensive report, the jobs available in Michael's time period would be much
less in each area than what we have today. I cannot pinpoint an exact vocation
for him, but I can give some idea of where his talents and abilities were as
shown by his handwriting.
Although he showed some ability in all four areas, the
strongest of these appeared to be in the mechanical area. Michael showed that he
could pay quite good attention to detail when needed and he had a desire to
create and use his hands. A bit of natural rhythm in movement and a need to be
somewhat precise show in this area for him too. This suggests that Michael could
have been a clock maker, shoemaker, or even a blacksmith.
Keep in mind that these are just a few of the
possibilities that Michael could have pursued by the traits shown in his
handwriting. The area of mechanics would have expanded to many other careers
back then - just as they do today - leaving other options available to him
besides the ones mentioned. Section 10 - Summary
It appears that, at most times, Michael was quite an emotional individual. When
necessary, he could restrain himself, but not for any long period of time. He
was a slow methodical thinker, and seems to have lived life according to his own
standards more than to the standards that others might have expected. It doesn't
appear that he accomplished much in life as his forces to achieve were quite
weak. When in a tight spot, it seems that he preferred to fight back, sometimes
violently, rather than adjust or avoid conflict. His integrity and social
ability were not strong, though the best qualities in these areas may have been
extended to family, as in his time, family stuck together quite strongly in many
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