ABSOLUTION - A RESOLUTION TO PERCEIVED DIS-EASE
By Toni Elizabeth Sar'h Petrinovich, Ph.D.

     You are constantly in a state of transferring energy throughout your physical system, mind, emotional nature and environment. In reality, you are the center point of constant energy interchange among interactions with other people, thought patterns within yourself, the output of physical energy which is often called "work" or "play" and the decision making capabilities of the conscious and the subconscious playing out through your spiritual and emotional bodies. Your body radiates heat caused by the input/output of energy through the constant movement of molecules within your body. Unless controlled, this energy movement is random in your body and heavily influenced by your subconscious and conscious day-to-day decisions which can adversely affect your physical body. This appears as stress, tension, illness, fatigue and a myriad of other conditions of which you are all too aware.
     If you find yourself in a state of dis-ease, a state of not being in ease within life, or even simply general stress and anxiety, you may be hard put to find a method of controlling or regulating the flow and flux of the energetic states of the body. Your mind is preoccupied with the activity or situation that is causing the condition, and, therefore, not at hand to alleviate its cause. Though there is a great deal of literature being written and experiments being conducted that are proving you can control the condition of your physical body by the use of your mind, it is apparent your mind also can be reconfigured and defined by the proper use of energy within your physiology.
     There is a dearth of literature corroborating this theory; that which does exist is enough to confirm the need for more experimental work bringing attention to how simple it can be to live healthily, happily and dis-ease free. Since it is the energy in your body that actually causes the illness or discomfort to appear, the rearrangement of that energy will not only result in the disappearance of the symptoms, potentially also of the dis-ease itself. Your intention, and your attention upon that intention, allows for rearrangement of energetic flow in your physical body, impacting your mental, emotional and spiritual bodies causing change in your total being.
     Stress, worry, disappointment, anxiety and all of their cousins cause imbalance of the energy within your body. Nearly all, if not all, of these feelings and emotions are caused by your perception of life in relation to others. If and when you are able to absolve the people or situations in your life, your whole world changes, including your physiology. The equilibrium of energy and the acceptance of its movement through your body begin the improvements you seek. Your mind begins to perceive a change in your body and begins the release of its hold on the illusion of separation. It is when you begin to comprehend that your bodies are becoming balanced that an awareness of the changes occurring begins. This may come through the work of a competent energy worker, through your use of meditative techniques and/or by applying the concept of absolution to whatever ails you.
     You have a unique application of perception that defines your reality. Everything within that perceptual zone is real to you. Everything that is not perceived does not exist for you. Each time you are given the opportunity to experience something outside of your perception of reality and that experience becomes real, your perceptual experience expands causing more to become real. In the case of realignment and rebalancing within your physiology, the new perception is the feeling within your bodies which profoundly affects your mental and emotional states. You are truly in control of what you are experiencing on a physical level. You are literally creating a new reality for yourself in which the discomfort has no home.
     Since you are self-defined by what you believe is real, as that reality broadens and expands, so do you. Change within the physical, through the movement and application of energy, does not simply shift your physical body. It causes the enhancement and growth of your mental, emotional and spiritual bodies forever altering and expanding your ability to perceive the world in which you live. The clarity creates an ability to be clear of distress in the future. It is a life changing event.
     When you begin to believe that no one ever does anything to harm you, that everyone is living life to the best of their capability in the moment, then you can welcome every experience as just that - an experience. There is no one to blame, no fault to assign. You are free. You are healthy and well.
     The physical body vibrates at a certain frequency that you refer to as solid. Your perception tells you your body exists and that from time to time it feels separate from ease and is filled with what you call dis-ease. You are at ease when you perceive yourself at peace with the idea of Oneness. Re-member, Oneness includes separation. There is no thing outside of Oneness. It includes everything. It is your belief and action outside of this framework that causes your body to lose its ease and become energetically distorted.
     You are Source. Your ego personality as your individuated self is Source. It makes little difference how you visualize, conceptualize or interpret the word. Whatever you believe original Source to be, from whatever you originally came or emanated, you must be all of It. It can be no other way. What is manifest must be created from the material at hand. If there was no thing with which to create, all that is in materialization would have had to come from the essence of the one stimulating creation. It is a direct "reflection" of the creator. It was, is and always will be - as are you.
     Your ability to believe as you do and act on that belief is based on your ability to sense what you have created. If you are manifesting worry, angst, stress and dis-ease within your body, you believe and act on that belief. If you find a way to change the state you are experiencing, your ability to act on that belief will likewise change. Once you are comfortable with being peaceful, at ease, calm and healthy and perceive yourself as a person who deserves such a state of being, it will remain. Once again, it is all in how you use your perception.
     Illness in all of its forms is the result of imbalance in the physical body which will, of course, incorporate the other bodies as well. Asymmetry within your body is the result of forgetting what you are and allowing that forgetting to become a vast portion of your life. Forgetting what you are creates unhealthy life practices. Tracing the steps back to the imbalance is the method that leads to re-membering which leads to health, well-being, peace and calm. You are then living from a state of Oneness including the incorporation of your individuated ego personality in the mix (even if it comes along kicking and screaming to begin with.)
     Remember, if you hold yourself separate from anyone or anything, you separate yourself from Source. It is not possible to say that Source encompasses all and then act as if a person or an experience is outside of Source, i.e. evil, to blame, at fault. In absolution, you release the energy of this "blame game" back into the Great Universal Recycling Center to be re-used as energy for new creations.
     As a child only a small portion of your life was validated by those around you. Your internal struggle for affirming confirmation and your body's urge for self preservation created a need for a self-fulfilling world blocked off from the experiences of hurt, neglect and/or condemnation. You walled yourself off from others or, actually, forgot your origin. As you continue to mature, the cellular memory you bring with you contains your past history. Often, it is not only the story of this lifetime. It includes parallel lives that are in existence in other dimensions, realms of reality in which another representation of you now lives and to which you are always connected. These other "selves" may assist you with their wisdom or contribute to a sense of disturbance in this life.
     These cellular experiences disrupt the flow of healthy energy within your energy field and become the cause of distress no matter how it might express itself. The imbalance may be considered forms of energy that are cutting you off from your real self and, encouraged by the idea of separation, held within the mind of your ego personality. In some way, it makes you separate; believing you are special. You are experiencing the barrier between the walled-in self and your greater Source-connected Self. As time passes, it becomes your perception of reality; one you truly believe is real. It is the reality of separation in your perception that attracts and connects with the energy causing the disruption within the physical, mental and emotional bodies.

Absolution Ritual
(Only through absolution will you reach the Absolute) 

Imagine a Golden Field of Light
Take person/situation into Golden Field of Light; sit across from each other
See that which you wish to absolve - the person, the situation
Fill yourself with Golden Light from your crown down to your feet while saying the words, "I absolve myself of all concepts of wrongdoing. No thing wrong happened. We simply had an experience together."
Now do exactly the same thing for the person sitting in front of you. Fill this person completely with the golden Light of Absolution; see every cell, the spaces between the cells filled with this Golden Light. Say the words, "I absolve you of all concepts of wrong doing. No thing wrong happened. We simply had an experience together."
Allow the Golden Light to merge the two of you into one being; hold this space and presence for as long as you wish.
When you are complete with knowing that the two of you have merged into one being of Golden Light, spread that Light into the world, the solar system and into the universe.
One being absolving all that exists.

Toni Elizabeth Sar’h Petrinovich is a Master Teacher, mystic and quantum physicist with a ministerial doctorate in metaphysics.  She is the owner of Sacred Spaces in the beautiful San Juan Islands off the coast of Washington State. Toni is the author of The Call – Awakening the Angelic Human and its accompanying CD, DNA Re-Awakening.  She also authored an ebook, You – A Field Guide, Finding an End to Seeking, available on her website www.sacredspaceswa.com.  Toni teaches metaphysical principles and the sacred connection within through her Meta yoU classes.

Jake Wignall, our neighborhood adopted son here in Iowa shared this photo with us. It is a picture of himself as a young boy and his mother posing for a Christmas photo with the tree. This Orb was moving quickly allowing us to see clearly the ball of light left by each movement.

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